These pictures were taken during my last shooting before the first lockdown in 2020 in a studio loft in Solingen. The lockdown had already been decided and we had decided to carry out the shoot that had been planned for a long time, even though we had the feeling that we were doing something forbidden. This uncertain mood and the suspicion that this would only be the beginning of the pandemic ran through the shoot, which gave the whole thing a certain melancholy mood.